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Commemorating Queerness and the Centennial Anniversary of American Conquest

This first full length performance by Otalvaro-Hormillosa premiered at Brown University in May of 1998 as part of her honors thesis. Later that year, she performed excerpts at venues throughout San Francisco, including the Luggage Store Gallery, Southern Exposure Gallery, The Forum at Yerba Buena Center for the Arts, the Mission Cultural Center for Latino Art, the Elbo Room and the Justice League, among others.

She then co-produced a reworked version at Bindlestiff Studio with Teatro ng Tanan, a community based Filipino/Filipino-American theater and cultural arts organization that was based in San Francisco's SOMA district at the time. Self-directed, researched, written, choreographed and performed by Otalvaro-Hormillosa, "Memory and White Love" explored a fragmented body's voyage through history and constructs relating to race, gender and sexuality. Text, movement, percussion, ritual and sound functioned as vehicles through which the central transformative character attempted to reconcile her queer, colored, gendered subjectivity in her confrontation with the ghosts of America's colonial history of imperialist expansion in the Philippines at the turn of the 20th century. Some characters that appeared include the Minstrel Pervert, Mapplethorpe's "Man in Polyester Suit," the American soldier, the native dogeater, and Shakespeare's Caliban, to name a few. Her attempt was to challenge the dualistic nature of societal perceptions about race, gender and sexuality and to reveal the intersection of various structures of oppression.


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[A] "Thank Heaven for Little Girls," a tap dance and song performed by the Minstrel Pervert (source material from the musical, "Gigi"). Otalvaro-Hormillosa performed various songs from this musical and utilized video clips as visual backdrops for some segments of the performance.

[B] "Damn! Damn! Damn the Filipinos! Cross-eyed kakiak ladrones! Underneath the starry flag, civilize 'em with a krag, and return us to our beloved homes!" a song written by U.S. soldiers during conquest, re-enacted by a Katipunan fighter (Filipino anti-colonial resistance soldier).

[C] "Ambivalent Racial Fetishization," a monologue inspired by Kobena Mercer's writings on the late Robert Mapplethorpe's contraversial photographs of nude black males, performed by the Man in Polyester Suit (a title of one of the photographs).

[D] "The Christian Savage Martyr." Every week, a thousand boys and girls in all parts of Asia and Africa are being driven from their parents, friends, wealth and ambitions because they choose to follow Christ. But you would not suspect it if you saw them, for their faces are radiant (source material from anthropological and religious texts written during and after conquest of the Philippines).

[E] + [F] "Dancing Devil Dogeater" a dance incorporating descriptive text about U.S. military torture strategies performed on the Filipino resistance fighters.

[G] "Address to the Academy," an essay by Kafka written in the persona of an ape, describing his evolution as a result of being captured, then "civilized" by Europeans. This monologue is performed with the assistance of Jorge El Curioso (Curious George), the talking monkey puppet.

[H] "Aguinaldo leads a sloppy life, he eats potatoes with a knife. Once a year he takes a scrub, and leaves the dirt inside the tub," another soldier song, referring to a Filipino resistance leader and to the lack of hygiene among the savages. Sung by a "clean" savage, with accompaniment on "cajon" (a Peruvian percussive instrument, in the shape of a box).

Photo Credits: Luisa Suta (black and white images) and Emily